so thats twice in a few months ive made a good excuse to cut myself out of your house and lives. I don't mean to be dramatic, I assume I always have been... Anyhow I feel SUPER akward around ron and your little sis now so I can't be there, wont be there for awhile and FUCK I suppose I'll miss you guys till I get all over this stupid shit I dove headfirst into. What an odd month.

I'll be back again someday.. Just doesn't seem too soon