Are you trying to be Ron's girl?
I can't want what you don't want.
I'll never take what you don't give freely
I'm not waiting, I just don't want halfway hearts.
I'm not gonna settle for mediocre friendships.
You helped by being you and those negative points you think I don't like?
They don't bother me.
What does bother me is your insistence that we can't chill because I'm expecting or wanting something you don't want.
It's not like that.
I adore you and lavish you with sweet words and I always will
So when you want to chill lets chill.
Doesn't seem like you want to right yet and that's fine.
I don't want to hang out because you are in that house.
I don't want to drive up and get you and see Ron's frowning face again.
I want you to come out here in your car and see me, mostly because mine is a piece of shit.
Also, then there is no drama circle jerk at your house. Fuck all that.
Nothing is gonna be chill for a few weeks or more.
Honestly I wasn't expecting to interact with you ever again.
You contacting me on facebook was a surprise, comforting that thru this awkward bungle
you continue to desire interaction with me.
I can appreciate and honor that.