Part by part reply, and thanks for this. I tend to assume the worst over a period of silence as I'm sure you can see.
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 I just don't want you thinking that there's hope of us being intimate.

Friendship with me is intimate. I think what you mean is that you don't want me attached and hurt when you do what you want. I agree, do what you want.
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The sex thing and me being "gorgeous" is always the main thing.

The main thing is your talent with music and just talking with you. I don't want to have sex with you unless you want to have sex with me. Just like you, I have been beautiful and killer in the sack for quite awhile.
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treating me like I'm your wife on the run or ignoring you wasn't cool. I like my space and I wanted to show you that I'm a busy girl and not at all connected to my phone most of the time.


Cool. Wont do that again. I just don't see the people around you assisting you, didn't you drop all your money willingly and lavish them with weed and booze for awhile? I just figured you would have help with your car by now and your sister would have helped you find a place. YAH i know the life around them is chaotic and YAH i know in time with patience and perserverence you will have all those fucking things back but srsly your car is your lifeline imo. But yah not really my problem.
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You can not get used to it trust me, I could tell.

Don't be silly. Give me a chance on this. But I can't really enjoy you in your current situation. You get out of that house and I'll try to make nice again
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I am being too honest right now I feel so I'm gonna go.

NO. This is bomb. you are bomb, don't worry about it you are super sweet so far.
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I do porn sometimes, I like to party.
I don't want kids. I am a nomad. I'm not sure when I'll ever actually get my shit together.
I spend my money like wildfire. I think you made me out to be your perfect girl when I'm actually not.

You do porn? I didn't see those pics. Whatever dude I'm not worried about who you fuck or what you do when I'm not around you. I do give a fuck when you change plans without telling me. You did that, and so far its the only thing you have done that I didn't like and my response was a huge wave of text, nothing more.

You aren't perfect sis, but you are a cut above the rest and I feel you should be rewarded for that. I roll out the red carpet for you to come into my home because Michelle has my full trust love and respect thus by proxy I assume you two are similar in the important characteristics:

I has decided a Nelson girl will never cheat or steal from a partner - When single, beautiful crazy moments surround her and I cannot help but adore the specific talent Michelle has always had of making me smile.

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I don't want to be in a serious relationship. I just want to date people, figure out who will make me happy for now and eventually I will find that right person.
YAH ABOUT THAT - we got some shit to go do. If Puscifer gets up into this town I wanna go with you. If you catch wind of a barter fair I wanna go. If you wanna take me with you for some of your modeling shit IM SO FUCKING DOWN cause I've never done alot of these things and when I did I did not enjoy the people I went with.

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I am a drifter and a dreamer and it never stops.

Fuck yah. You are awesome.