you had me devoid of so many things that I had now. I was starved for money starved for interactions and media. My addictions were impossible to sate, my computer system not even allowed on campus.
I am addicted to addictions of interaction. I am a media collector and I live in the fantasy of my mind. I lost focus and lost reason and went far away from myself trying to 'grow up' and live the american dream with something far from who I would say that I am.